Terharuuuuu ~ T.T

a letter from Yamashita Tomohisa to Yamashita To

i want everyone to read this, so i post it here.
for you, a NEWS fan especially, PLEASE READ THIS CAREFULLY!
Yesterday, in the 1st day of ERO P tour in Osaka, yamapi wrote a sincere letter to himself and read it during the MC segment. The letter was flashed on the screen and his voice was heard reading the letter.
here’s the letter

English translation by A-chan @ facebook

To Tomohisa Yamashita
Today I am going to tell you what I’ve always wanting to tell you
And I am going to say it specially in front of all the people who have come to support you
You left NEWS
If you had the strength to unite the 6 people
If you had the strength to pull everyone together
Not only you’ll be able to let the fans stay happy
You might not even have to leave NEWS
The choice which you’ve made now
Is the result of what you’ve been pondering over the last 3 years, right?
However, I think that with your departure
Among the fans of NEWS, some are angry, some are shocked, some hate you
Even if you want to apologize to these fans
Before you could find the right time to do that, time has slipped away
If you were more capable
Not only you could carry out your solo work
You would also be able to prevent emotions like these from developing and continue to move on
3 years ago
NEWS had their regular TV variety show for the first time
But during that time
You were continuously filming “Buzzer Beat” and then “Code Blue”, so you had to decline appearing in the variety show
Before you made that decision,
you blamed yourself
Could you go on like this?
You’ve caused troubles to the members
You couldn’t convince yourself too
What ordinary folks could do, you couldn’t
Between group and individual work, you couldn’t balance them well
Therefore you decided to leave yourself out
Began the journey on your own
The road ahead was tougher than you thought
I think you’ve realized it by now
When you were with NEWS
you were always first in Oricon ranking
The Yamashita Tomohisa in NEWS were also first then
But now you’re not with NEWS anymore
Yamashita Tomohisa’s song is also not first anymore
Do you have any regrets?
However, after you’ve accepted this reality
You should also realize that you are now able to accept more challenges ahead
“You only have one lifetime”
You strongly believe in this phrase
To those who decide to support the you who are restarting,
To those who are appearing in front of you today,
In order to let them believe that what you have chosen is what is best for everyone
You have to put in a lot more effort to work harder
Therefore, the you who are always not good at spoken words only have this to say to everyone

after that Yamapi appeared on the stage at this moment and he said:
Everyone of you
You believe in me
You’ve come here today
I thank you from the bottom of my heart
And, from now onwards
please continue to watch over me
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SEE!! NOW YOU KNOW WHAT YAMAPI FEEL THESE YEARS?!
you know what, yamapi ever said that he never want to cry in front of fans, i’m sure this time he can’t stand it anymore.
so please, yamapi is a human too. he has a feeling and he can get hurt. can’t you imagine how hurt it is? he always pretend that he’s fine, but you all never know what actually he feels, and keeps throwing all blames to him. he even cried in his own concert! can you imagine that!
please stop bad mouthing Yamapi..
dear yamapi, being No. 1 or even No.10 in Oricon chart, it’s not a big deal for me, for us, all of your fans that will always support you.
so please, don’t be sad.. *hugs*
i think yamapi needs to watch JUMParty 2.
YAMAPI PLEASE SAY JUST LIKE WHAT KEITO SAID IN FRONT OF EVERYONE IN YOUR CONCERT TODAY!


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yg di katakan aizawachan aku benar2 setuju dengan apa yg dia katakan

huwaaa ~
sumpahh udah lama banget
gw g apdate2 tentang yamapi
dan tadi gw nyari album dy yg judul nya "ero"
dan bukan cmn link download album nya doang yg keluar
semua ada disitu.. dan ada 1 yg bikin gw terharu abis -_-
pas di konser kemaren2 yamapi bikin surat untuk dirinya sendiri
tentang keputusa dia keluar dari NEWS..

makasih buat mpok aiko yg udah nge post di pys jg yaaa  :*

yamapi yg paling gak mau di liat nangis sama fans nya
dan skrang dy nangis di konser dia sendiri.. karna mungkin dia ngerasa..
smenjak dia keluar dari news, semua berubaah abis..
dan gw beneran pengen nangis baca nya >_<
kyaaaaaa~ yamapiii~ mau gimana pun kamu..
mau kamu seperti apapun aku bakalan terus dukung..
karna semenjak aku kenal yamapi dan NEWS
hidup ku berubah 99% semua berubah.. aku punya temen banyak
aku jadi tau.. apa arti dari semuaa >.< dan beneran udah sayang sama kalian T____T
hiks..
Zutto, i will love you forever.. begitulah lirik dari lagu news - forever
dan selama nya aku g akan pernah lupa itu semua
maap kemaren2 aku sempet ngerasa kesel sama pi.. bahkan aku abaikan pi
karna aku bener2 kecewa dengan keputusan pi yg keluar dari news
jujur aja ._____.
aku kecewa berat.. dan sekarang aku paham gimana perasaan pi..
kamu menyesal keluar dari news ? kan T__T tapi kan pi, kesempatan gak akan dateng lagi
untuk kamu kembali,, yg perlu kita lakukan adalah.. yamapi terus lah berjalan walau tak
akan sampai.. karna perjalanan mu masih panjang,.. dan yg perlu aku lakukan sekarang adalah
terus mendukung pi.. terus dan terus..
mendukung NEWS dan yamapi.. yaa :) bukan begitu ?

maap ya pi,, aku tau kamu g akan mungkin baca post aku ini
tapi aku bener2 sayang sama pi dan NEWS
sampai kapanpun >,<

yamapi teruslah berusaha jangan pernah menyerah
kita di belakangmu,, dan selalu mendukung mu ~ daisuki da :'))

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HONTOUU~ ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU !! aizawachaan

semua yg kamu katakan adalah benar ada nya..
dan aku jg mulai sekarang akan terus mendukung yamapi. sampai kapanpunn :*